Anonymous asked: Because I see your potential and know that you can overcome anything if you would let yourself push through the anxiety and fear. I know you can do it because you've literally been on your deathbed. It saddens me that you don't believe in yourself.
how do you know I was on my deathbed?
who are you?
Anonymous asked: Considering people have told you multiple times they care about your well-being, yet you continue to talk about how no one accepts you, or how you want to die- what else is someone supposed to think? A lot of people love you. And you blow them off.
it’s not me blowing them off.
I can only talk to certain people, and people don’t understand that. and the people I can talk too, are usually busy or don’t know what to say anymore.
and if you only knew what I was dealing with, you’d probably feel the same from time to time as well.
may I ask why this bothers you?
Anonymous asked: Do you do anything aside from feeling sorry for yourself?
I actually do a lot of things.
I go for walks, I cook food, I spin music with people. I do whatever I feel like doing and it’s okay to feel sorry for yourself.
do you have anything better to do? instead of going anon and asking this? lol
probably not but 🐸☕️
I wish I could stop breathing so I don’t bother another soul again.
I also wish to be accepted by people.
one can only wish right?
problems
I have a lot of em.
from drugs, to hurting people, to depression. so many problems.
I just want to end it. I have no one these days. the people I thought were there are so caught up in their significant other that they can’t stop for 30 minutes, just to ask if I’m okay.
when the obituary comes out with my name on it, you know it’ll be too late to help
kissing death on the lips is a thrill
I’m taking my last fucking breath tonight.
I’m so done ruining everyone’s life.
I ruin EVERYTHING, why the fuck should I be alive? I have NOTHING going for me.